Remember how I have said a few things that the most random things can bring Connor crashing back into the front of my mind? Well, this is one of those things. This song has nothing to do with losing your child. At. All.
However, anytime these first few lyrics come blaring out of my radio, that is where my mind goes. After all, if your child doesn't steal your heart, who does? That is exactly what Connor did. He stole my heart from the first time I heard his beat.
Being pregnant is weird. I will be the first one to say it. It isn't real at first, at least it wasn't to me. However, the first time I heard his heart beating. I came flying into reality. My heart was gone. I thought about him all the time. Every thing I did was with him in mind.
So, while the songs that brings him to mind may be random/weird, it is what it is, and I'm okay with it.
October is Pregnancy & Infant Loss Awareness month. I'm participating in the Capture Your Grief project. This project was set up by another blogger. It is a way to travel through grief, with others. I will not stress myself out if I don't get every single day. Some days may only be posted here, others only on Facebook, and some on both media outlets. Read more about it at this website.
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